Sry for making so many text posts but, as I mentioned, it’s almost midnight, and I just took my headphones out and I can hear somebody watching gbbo really loudly? I think it’s one of our neighbours and I have so many questions like first of all why are you watching bake off at 11:42pm and second why is it so loud? Why do you choose to be deafened by the billowing voice of Paul Hollywood at 11:42pm on a Sunday night? It’s almost midnight I thought it was like 10pm why am I awake because now just seeing other people arguing exhausts me why are fandom people so melodramatic Today has been okay I'm feeling pretty good I’ve been painting all day and I’m still nowhere finished with this paralympics thing I’m sorry it’s taking so long When ur paint water looks like hot chocolate and u go to drink it even though you never made urself a hot chocolate and literally don’t even have any hot chocolate powder in the house If a character in a movie or TV show is written as a woman, a woman is automatically going to be cast for the role.

Men won’t show up to audition for the role because the character is a woman. Directors aren’t considering a man to play the role because the character is a woman. Trans women are women, not men in dresses. Stop putting male actors in dresses just because the character is a trans woman. It’s not about “the best actor for the role”, it’s about routinely portraying trans women as something that they aren’t: men in dresses. The Pain That Most Transmen Are Ashamed to Talk About We have learned of the higher risks of cancer if a hysterectomy is not completed after five years of being on testosterone.Especially if you have been on T for over or close to 5 years.  I have felt these pains.  I have been on T for over 5 years. Something I have learned and have tried to be less of afraid of as a trans person is that you need to put your physical health above your feelings of shame.  If you’re having a serious medical concern you need to find a doctor you are comfortable with and talk to them.  

It’s not fun, it’s not easy to do, but it’s important for your health.A couple of kissing gaymers who are wearing Mario and Yoshi t-shirts (like the ones in the photo below), that's what. Other than that, I don't suppose anyone knows where a gay, I mean a guy, like me can buy the Yoshi shirt worn in the photo above? You stole my heart… @0900630bHey can you do what happens when Bryan gets back to earth? Finally landing on Earth felt so unreal even as the dropship’s door opened and Bryan blinked blearily at his first sight of it. He dreamt of being down here as a child, read books and theories about it with a youthful fascination. Whilst the boy that he later would fall irremediably in love with was reading ghost and horror stories, he was devouring all theories about Earth, from the history and geography of it to what effect bombs had. As he grew up he made a few theories of his own, different in their essence from what Pike was teaching since he strongly believed that Earth could be habitable and shared his views with Miller heartily who never disputed his opinion just smiled fondly at him and ruffled his hair.

It became their escape from the harsh conditioned living of the Ark. They would talk about what they could do there, could be, always together but free breathing fresh air, feeling the ground under their feet, explore the world below. T Shirt HuskyThey would smile, draw the dream on each other’s skin with their fingertips, a secret promise to each other. Clear Bathtubs For SaleThe universe was a vast expanse but their home was right there legs tangled up, chest flushed against each other, pulse beating in sync. Hotel Bathroom Renovation CostBefore he could even adjust to his new environment arrows rained on them from all angles and men started to fall quickly. Bryan narrowly avoided getting hurt thanks to his quick reflex. The door was immediately closed again before any of the grounders army could fall in.

Dread pooled in the bottom of his stomach, churning his inside in a knot. His boyfriend was already there in the middle of this, had been for months now. He hadn’t heard from him in so long and realised with a poignant pain that the last time they talked had been through a screen and before that in the middle of a room being monitored in case they got the funny idea that they were entitled to touch each other. The irony that what they dreamt of, their saviour turned out to be another nightmare burned deep. The frustration and anger at being yet again kept apart by others made his blood boil and his temper flare. It just wasn’t fair, he wasn’t gonna die in this tin box or out there at the hands of savages. He grabbed a rifle, feeling the heavy weight comforting him. He was gonna fight back, he was gonna find his boy even if it kills him, no longer was he gonna accept a fate imposed on him. They fought for months, losing quickly their people, his friends, his dad, leaving him with people he only knew vaguely stuck together in defence of their lives.

He nearly died, fighting off a grounder twice his size. The man’s broad sweaty hands firmly pressed around his neck squeezing the life out of him. He tensed his muscles trying to make his neck tight so he could breathe but the pressure simply intensified and the darkness started to swallow his peripheral vision until he felt his eyelids slowly blink like he was just gonna go to sleep. Had it not been for Pike slashing the man’s throat from behind he would have died right there in the dirt. Greedily breathing oxygen into his burning lungs distracted him from the jet of warm blood that sprayed in his face, a twisted Earth baptism, bathing in the blood of their enemies. Pike held out his hand to get him up and his entire body ached and stung as he stood on shaky feet. Pike smiled conspicuously at him, going as far as calling him son when the last person who ever called him that had taken his last breath only a few days ago. Then Pike brought the news that they found their people and they all were heading to Arkadia instead of hiding in caves and bomb bunkers.

He grabbed hold of his arm tightly begging for information but no one seemed to know if Miller was alive or not. They reassured him by saying that he would soon find out for himself. They decided to travel under the cover of the midnight sky to avoid detection. It was a traitorous trek , going over unknown territory in the pale moonlight. His heart was beating out of his chest, excitement and fear doing an agonizing dance inside his body. He felt sick and fuzzy like his connection with Miller wasn’t at full service. The closer they got the more agitated he became he lived in the hope of reunion for so long that he now was dragging his feet approaching what he had been looking for,  unsure he was gonna like the answer to his prayers. He realised that he was freaking out, fear lodging in his throat making it hard to swallow. He tried to concentrate on breathing deep and long but it came out stuttered and forced. Thinking one foot in front of the other to clear his mind but he kept stumbling at every raised roots and he had no idea how he escaped falling on his face.

He couldn’t see anything, recognise any faces inside Arkadia’s walls he realised belatedly that he was crying. He tried wiping his eyes but more tears fell, he couldn’t make himself stop. He was in Arkadia where Miller should be, had to be but he wasn’t there. Everything seemed so futile in that moment. The want, the need , the love seemed to have no weight in this world. The Earth he fantasized walking upon betrayed him, crushing him with a too harsh reality that even in the dead of night felt too bright, overpowering, leaving him a crying mess in its wake, broken on his feet. ‘Bryan’  a deep exhausted voice shouted and that was the voice, the only sound that could bring him back from down under where he was drowning, suffocating.'Nate’ He shouted in reply his voice sounded hoarse and rasp to his own ears but that didn’t stop him from calling out again. Frozen to the spot, afraid that if he made a move he wouldn’t hear it anymore. God he needed to hear it. Suddenly a warm hand grabbed his shoulder and turned him around forcefully.

He was now faced with chocolate skin, warm eyes and a slight stubble framing the face that he loved since he was 10. So many emotions rushed through his veins that he couldn’t process more than the absolute joy, delightful happiness as he was wrapped in a bone crushing embrace, bruising him in the most delicious way, branding their skin together with intense heat of longing and pure love. They kissed, their noses knocking in their eagerness to be connected in all ways possible. Miller slipped fingers under his shirt and he felt fevered from the gentle touch. They pulled apart only when the pressure on their lungs became unbearable, their bodies still flushed together. 'I love you’ Miller sincerely said eyes warm with a gentle dry palm stroking his cheek.'To the Ark and back’ Bryan added eagerly kissing the smile off his man’s face. The 100 Dragon con… Instagram video by Jonathan Whitesell • Sep 4, 2016 at 7:25pm UTC Come back to bed… We kissed I fell under your spell